Anonymous: He called you a cunt...

Hahhahahahaha he was literally sitting right next to me when he commented on that this afternoon. Its ok. We were laughing about it and talked about everything this morning, which was before he commented on that. Ive been with him all day, its all good. Hes not abusive, I promise.

Really though, thank you for your concern. I am glad people care enough to be concerned. Thank you.

-syd

Anonymous: Are you and your partner doing ok? By the sound of that post it doesnt seem like your relationship is very healthy. But then again I'm just an observer and don't really know what happens.

Haha yes. We are fine. Thank you very much for your concern though. We just got in a huge fight, and I don’t take things well emotionally. Neither does he actually, so mix that together and we walk away in different directions and I get super pissed. I’m someone who likes to talk about EVERYTHING and solve problems right away, so that’s different for people for some reason. I mean I don’t think that’s weird, but others have said that. I’m so honest it doesn’t always do me good I guess. In this moment he tried to be honest with me, but it came out wrong and blah blah blah idk to me, he was just being very mean and it wasn’t necessarily just how he felt. Me, of course, being super overly emotional and upset, would not let him run back and try to hug me so I punched him instead. Haha idk honestly, I am someone who is very hard to be close with AND get along with in that matter. So is he, I think. & we miscommunicate all the time. A little jostle in my relationship doesn’t make me love him less. We’re both learning. It’s ok. 

Again, thanks :)

-SQUiD

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